It has come down to this again.
Pushing something down, away, trying to forget, assuming, hoping that time will make it go away doesn't always work. There have been things in my life that I have wanted out for what ever reason and time especially seems the best eraser. Getting over disapointment, dealing with change, time can make you forget, can diminish how much you care, how you are affected. There are other things that don't go away so easily. Something left unsaid, pushed to the back of your mind with the hopes that with a few weeks distraction might cease to exist. These are the things that matter, these are the things that you can deny till the cows come home but they will always come up again and again. The lesson I am learning is this. Deal with them now. If you just can't let it go, get complete with it. Say you piece.
Now... back to this crazy hockey city and my impending inability to sleep in my downtown apartment tonight.
Pushing something down, away, trying to forget, assuming, hoping that time will make it go away doesn't always work. There have been things in my life that I have wanted out for what ever reason and time especially seems the best eraser. Getting over disapointment, dealing with change, time can make you forget, can diminish how much you care, how you are affected. There are other things that don't go away so easily. Something left unsaid, pushed to the back of your mind with the hopes that with a few weeks distraction might cease to exist. These are the things that matter, these are the things that you can deny till the cows come home but they will always come up again and again. The lesson I am learning is this. Deal with them now. If you just can't let it go, get complete with it. Say you piece.
Now... back to this crazy hockey city and my impending inability to sleep in my downtown apartment tonight.
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